wonder if..

sometimes i wonder if we never found this love, what would we become? if we never took the way we were taking now, would i still believe in love? if we never met, how not-special myself would be by now? if we're never been together, would we understand the feeling of every lyric in every love song? if we never tried, will we understand love? if we never let each other in, then will we understand happiness? if our path were never crossed to each other, could i breathe exactly the same like i breathe now? if we never fell into love, what smile could i have now? if we never kissed, if we never hugged, would i understand the feeling of being loved, the sense of security? if we never existed, will there still be a happy ending? and if you were never been you, would i be me?