tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11205009465077257252024-03-14T02:36:25.133+07:00full time female.Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.comBlogger260125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-23691144771065848152015-03-08T17:58:00.002+07:002015-03-08T18:27:01.745+07:00- Predictably Irrational<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">1. Doesn't
it scare you, how in one snap, one second, people can change their mind? How in
fact, people are predictably irrational and thus it makes their acts, their
decisions, their responses, their reactions are inconsistent, are subjective
and depending on too much variables with limited knowledge.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">2. And yet, we are
born as individual and social being which makes us sometimes, on certain conditions,
to certain people, dependent.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">3. Although, growing up as adults, we are becoming
more and more aware of the fact that we should never depend on anyone but
ourselves, that we cannot put our happiness on anybody’s hands but ours. Because
it will make us irresponsible, to ourselves.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">4. But on that condition, to that
people, we are devoted, we glued ourselves.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">5. Until one day, like any other day,
we unconsciously blink, and these people are gone. They change their minds. One
day they love, one day they are not. Predictably irrational.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">6. Maybe that’s what
marriage is for. To make it all less scary. Love, love is another thing.
It’s like how man can separate sex from love. Love and marriage; they are apples and oranges.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">==</span></div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-66480723307945967492015-01-02T15:07:00.001+07:002015-01-02T15:07:13.606+07:002015It's been a long time. I guess the longest one. Actually 2014 was gone just like that. It's been fun, but just like that, it's 2015 already. I'm not saying that it didn't leave any marks in my life, but it's gone too fast. I think I've been using most of the times in 2014 to work. So.., one snap and it is 2015 now. Damn..<div>
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I'm getting old. Still so much to achieve, but I will already be 25 by this June. OMG.</div>
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But you know what, I learned a lot in 2014. I learned that sky really is the limit. That if everyday we push ourselves a little more, we actually can. I learned that everybody has their comfort zone. Sometimes it's a place, a career, and sometimes it's a person. And there's no way we can judge people about that. Leaving comfort zone is one of the hardest thing to do. So just let them learn their way.</div>
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That's all for today. And, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015, folks! Keep succeeding!</div>
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- Alice.</div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-24675410528059421152014-08-05T11:34:00.000+07:002014-08-05T11:34:02.953+07:00LATE NIGHT GLIMPSEJodoh itu pilihan. Sesederhana analogi klasik memilih bunga di taman tanpa boleh kembali ke belakang. Diam di tempat takut menyesal melewatkan pemandangan di depan; melanjutkan perjalanan takut salah menyia-nyiakan yang sudah di tangan, apalagi kalau sudah terlanjur bikin taman yang kecil dengan isi bunga yang terbatas.<br />
<br />
Mau takut yang mana pun juga adalah sebuah pilihan. Diam di tempat membunuh rasa penasaran dan <i>strangely </i>merelakan diri <i>to fit in </i>dengan ketidak-pas-an itu sendiri. Lanjut berjalan bertaruh dengan ketidakpastian dan mengambil resiko kesepian. Pilihan.<br />
<br />
Tapi ada yang bukan pilihan. Keraguan. Dan semua pemikiran tentang ketakutan akan pilihan-pilihan yang ada. Kalau sudah begini tinggal keberanian yang berperan. Mau bertahan dalam keraguan atau berpetualang mencari jawaban.<br />
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Aug 4, 12:50 AM.Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-19576819692612279862014-05-31T15:29:00.001+07:002014-05-31T15:30:38.939+07:00Politics<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Her face is
doomed</div>
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His mouth
mumbling</div>
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Like a
handsome idiot</div>
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Both are
politician</div>
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Both pretty</div>
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They talk
like the smartest</div>
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And secretly
thinking about sex</div>
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Most of
their kind is just like them</div>
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They talk
talk talk</div>
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Then sex sex
sex</div>
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And then
comes one hero</div>
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Who sincerely
cares</div>
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And
everybody keeps telling</div>
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That it’s
just for his image</div>
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Maybe nobody
knows anymore</div>
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The slight
difference</div>
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Between cares
and tales</div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-60645625349023210052014-05-31T15:28:00.004+07:002014-05-31T15:31:01.748+07:00Old Memorial Park<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
That place
was full with darkness</div>
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I could see
nothing but white smelly smolder</div>
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I went there
to pick up someone</div>
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Someone from
my past</div>
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She’s pretty
but fake</div>
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Like a
mannequin</div>
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Her nose is
perfect</div>
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And her hair
is all black</div>
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Back then
she was a waitress</div>
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In a
restaurant right down the Sunset Street</div>
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Near my
apartment, a place where I barely live</div>
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We’re not a
lover</div>
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Nor a best
friend</div>
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I just knew
her from where I got my coffee</div>
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And she just
knew me as one lousy customer</div>
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Not long
from now she just got hit by a car</div>
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I saw her
from across the street</div>
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And dropped
my cup of coffee</div>
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I stood
there for three hours</div>
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And she was
brought to faraway</div>
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Far from
Sunset Street</div>
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So I don’t
drink coffee anymore</div>
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Instead, I
went to that Memorial Park</div>
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To pick her
up and trying to be a lover</div>
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One night I dream</div>
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I drink
coffee and she walks next to me</div>
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Hand on
hand, still on the Sunset Street</div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-62824159162811723052014-05-22T14:49:00.003+07:002014-05-22T14:50:00.282+07:00<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">I want to be that silly woman who doesn't care much about everything. I want to be irresponsible and do what I like. I want to be sarcastic and not afraid of anything. I want to be free.</span></span>Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-80704912823063950882014-05-22T14:31:00.000+07:002014-05-22T14:31:42.484+07:00What if..Hi, world. It's been a long time.. I don't feel really well today. I miss my friends a lott.. I feel lonely here.. I wish, and I really wish, I could turn back time and go to my very happy moments. I want to sing, I want to play.. Just this second, I want to close my eyes and fly. Fly to my long long happiness. I want a longgg deep hug. I'm too scared of everything. Gimana kalo semua mimpi-mimpi gw cuma semu. Gimana kalo gw bakal end up being nobody.. Gimana kalo I'm not that good or I'm not trying hard enough.. Gimana kalo gw kehilangan cinta dalam hidup gw.. Gimana kalo gw sendirian.. I'm scared and I just need a longg deep hugg.. Just this time.. Gimana kalo semua tulisan gw tentang mimpi memang cuma mimpi.. Gimana kalo semua perasaan excited gw tentang mimpi cuma berenti di situ aja.. Gimana? Ah, I feel sick..Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-27751734916796746482014-02-24T16:30:00.001+07:002014-02-24T16:32:16.614+07:00The OceanI want to go see the ocean<br />
And tell him how much I miss him<br />
<br />
Not so long time ago we were sitting there side by side,<br />
and all things about love has been figured out<br />
<br />
Now the heart is empty again<br />
<br />
But the ocean is still there<br />
Sings to me from faraway, about love that never finds a way<br />
<br />
So I wanna tell him that love is never be the same<br />
I might find another love, some other times<br />
But it'll never be the same<br />
<br />
So I pack my bag<br />
With plan to come back<br />
Bring my copy of love<br />
And show it to the rest of the world<br />
<br />
A month.. A year..<br />
And now I'm here<br />
But the ocean is still there<br />
<br />
So I pack again<br />
With no plan to come back<br />
Two years.. Three years..<br />
And the ocean is still there..Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-790355244988703992014-02-19T15:21:00.000+07:002014-02-24T16:38:48.505+07:00LOVE ME SOToday, a year ago<br />
If only I knew that I was gonna lost you<br />
I will hug you tight and not letting you go<br />
Come here and kiss me once again<br />
And you'll see that you love me so<br />
I know that you love me so<br />
<br />
Tomorrow, I don't know if I will regret what I've said<br />
But tonight, I'm letting you know how I love you so<br />
Kiss me<br />
And just love me once again<br />
Love me a year or so<br />
And you'll see that you love me so<br />
That you love me so<br />
<br />
<b><i>-a lyric-</i></b>Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-29400469038742668832014-02-19T14:18:00.001+07:002014-02-19T14:22:14.049+07:00<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>People are not afraid to try. People afraid to loose then they gave up trying.</b></span></span></blockquote>
<br />Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-73773967866950328992014-02-19T13:51:00.002+07:002014-02-19T13:57:36.682+07:00The city where everything walks slower.Bandung is
not just a city. But I know some of you won’t understand, cause you don’t live
there for 10 years or so. Bandung is a history, it’s a memory and it’s magic.
When you open your window and all you get are wind blows and all your eyes see
are trees. That is my view for over last four years of my life there. When you
go all the way down Ciumbuleuit Street and spent tons of laughs with your best
friends. The best part is when the nights comes, I could just go across the
street cause right in front of my boarding house there is this mini bar where
my friends and I could talk about everything like we know everything and we are
the smartest groups on earth and have the brightest future ahead. You have no
idea how many problems have been solved by the beers that bar sold.<br />
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Morning in
Bandung is also the best part. To be very honest I didn’t take any shower for
some of my morning classes cause it was too freezy breezy. I just grabbed my
books and ran a little. Outside, all the trees and winds were waiting. It’s
like going to college in Norwegia or somewhere in Scandinavia land, although
I’ve never been to any of it, but it is something like that, I promise you. And
at certain times, all flowers of trees at the left and right side of Cipaganti
Street are fallen off. It’s like fall along the road. If you never sit at the
back of a motorcycle, stretch your arms as wide open as you can and take as
many winds as your lungs able to gather, then you never know what happiness for
me is.</div>
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The fact is I
never miss a city like I always miss this one. And I think, if you never hold
someone’s hand in this city just to fooling around, you’re never be in love.. </div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-85024193225274833912013-12-04T17:36:00.001+07:002013-12-04T17:37:55.161+07:00CHRISTMAS<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Christmas is about
to come. This is the month that I will enjoy the most. God has been too nice to
me, every single day. I can’t remember the last time He did bad things to me.
It’s like everything in my life happens for a good reason. A wise man said, it’s
not happy people who are thankful, but it’s a thankful people who are happy. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I think that’s true. Whatever it is, I thank
God for my life, for myself, and I do happy :)</span><br />
<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> </span>
<br />
<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Back to Christmas.
The air of Christmas brings me joy. With all the rain to the world and maybe
snow to the other world, everything seems more beautiful and peaceful. I enjoy
every minute of it. I don’t want Christmas to be over soon, cause then it will
be year-end event and then 2014 will take my youth cause I’ll turn 24 soon :(</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I do count my age.
It will be awesome if my age could stop at 23 for 3 years ahead, but it seems
impossible. Blahh, well then, that’s all for today. Enjoy this month, fellas!
CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS :)</span></div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-14237075686257914622013-11-02T22:17:00.003+07:002013-11-02T22:20:27.931+07:00A good times to come ;)Don't you think it's funny, how people act to their life. We consider our problems are hard and others' are simpler and if only we have that problems and not this one, we can solve it. So, should we just switch our problems? Switching life?<br />
<br />
I watch people hanging out with their friends and their lovers in quite, talking to their smartphones. And i just sit here, in the very corner of the coffee shop, clicking around over my laptop. A man and another girl are just like me. Talking with their selves, keeping their mind busy with this heavy tablet. I think, just like me, they need to do this to keep them sane. Being alone without being lonely.<br />
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My heart is still trying to find happiness without the love i know being around. One by one, these emptiness are gone, and i start to be grateful for what happened. I know that eventually the world will not always give us a hard time. My part is to keep living and prepare myself for the good times to come. Nah, i don't want to switch my life with anybody.<br />
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Ciao now.Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-25166298159153382392013-11-02T21:36:00.000+07:002013-12-02T17:31:14.675+07:00PEOPLE, WORLD AND WARI have to admit, sometimes i feel like i've been trapped between this age, this body and this disturbing mind. I am 23 now and currently in office i've been friends with boys and girl older than me. I don't know why, but these boys and girl who are finally i can get along with. And maybe two or three of them said that i'm an old girl. My brain sounds older than just twenty-three.<br />
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I don't know why, but i feel like it's kinda true. I start to realise that most of the times, when people start to bugging around, complaining about their life, their jobs, their everything, when other people might just have nothing, i just tired. And i start to shut myself from them. Well, you all need to start to realise that we make our <b>l i f e</b>. We make our life and we make it like this, and so if we don't like it, we can just change it instead of complaining over and over again. Some people just stop at "i don't like it" and do not continue to the "changing it to be like that" part. So who should i blame? The world? Oh no. I should blame you. And without doubt or guilty feeling, i will blame you.<br />
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Cause everybody has problem and sometimes it is much much bigger than yours and they make it. They live a happy life. And you? Well, if they can, you can. That's always be the basic principal in life, isn't it? And please don't turn yourself into a hater. I'm just sick of it. Whenever you feel like you're about to make unnecessary comment about somebody else, ask yourself, can you do what they do?<br />
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So, to sum up, life is a war. Everyday, it is a war. It is a war with yourself and time is ticking. Cause time ain't gonna stop whether you like your life or you're not. So make your time valuable. Use it to enjoy your life, and still if you don't, use it to change your life to become one.<br />
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XoXo,<br />
Alice. Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-39445912587985693762013-11-02T20:28:00.000+07:002013-12-02T17:24:48.779+07:00Cinta tanpa suara.Mungkin kita adalah
sepasang kekasih itu. Kekasih hati yang tahu mencintai, tapi tak tahu memiliki.
Kekasih yang lebih tau mencintai saat terpisah kata, terpisah rasa. Kekasih
yang selalu merasa kurang saat bersama dan selalu bertanya-tanya apakah memang
dia adanya. Namun saat peluk tak lagi bisa dijangkau, di situlah hati meyakini
satu sama lain.<br />
<br />
<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Atau mungkin memang
cerita kita tak berakhir di sini. Akan tiba saatnya kau kembali lalu aku memaki
tapi kau kan tetap kembali. Mungkin dari sekian banyak skenario yang bisa ku
pikirkan, ini adalah skenario terbaik. Lalu kita kan bersama, beranak cucu
berdua. Ku buatkan kau kopi pahitmu setiap pagi dan kau dengarkan celotehku saat
kembali dari pengejaran hari.</span><br />
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Namun yang paling
mungkin sedang terjadi adalah sebenarnya aku mencintai dan kau tidak.
Sesederhana itu. Aku mencintai dan kau tidak. Dan sulit sekali hati mengerti.
Sulit ku memahami. Karna lalu buat apa cintaku? Buat apa pedihku? Kenapa harus
ada pihak-pihak seperti aku? Lalu ada pihak-pihak seperti kamu. Dan nanti akan ada
pihak-pihak seperti dia, yang memenangkan hatimu? Kesedihan ini nyata, senyata
rasa cinta yang tak kunjung henti. Senyata harap yang tak segera habis.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">-Aku.</span></div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-21641664376381266822013-10-09T16:54:00.002+07:002013-10-09T16:55:59.652+07:00Magic Medicine<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Writing for me is like a medicine. I am all my works
these days and my head can’t stop pounding. But then, in a time like this, I
just put aside everything, put my headset on and write. And suddenly I am in my
world again. I exist and I am me again. I can’t imagine a person without his or
her medicine, what his or her world would be like. With all of these things
going on in adults world, work problems, money problems, relationship stuff and
all that, for how long people can stand-still without their medicine? I think
that’s maybe why people going <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">like</i>
literally crazy.</span></div>
<div class="MsoBodyText">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">And then I realise, if now I am in this hard time and
I can and will through it all with the help of writing, there must be other
times when this kind of situation happened, cause well my life no matter how I
want it to be simple, sometimes it gets too complicated for my little brain.
And yes, it happens a lot of times when I began to remember. This magic
medicine. I guess it helps me through a lot of things.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">And now, when I became real aware of it, I realise, if
I have this simple medicine, and every hard time in my 23 years of life I can
manage, what should I be too afraid of about tomorrow? Nothing no? Yes,
nothing. I just need to stop, put my headset on and write. And then I am in my
world again. Despite all of the craziness happens around me. And this smile,
I won’t make it disappear for this piece of papers. Cause you know, eventually it's all up to you, pals. WHAT YOU GAVE UP AND WHAT YOU DON'T. So choose what's best. For you, not for anyone but you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Cheers!</span></div>
<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Alice, 09 Oct 13</span></div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-57377210964181990522013-09-17T16:12:00.000+07:002013-09-17T16:12:25.924+07:00A real deal.<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">When people are in
sick, they start to see things differently. They imagine if life would give
them more times, more chances. People start to think about things they do not
even care about before. How other people will remember or honored them. Will
people come to their funerals? Do they say <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">I
love you </i>quite often to people they care about. What’s the meaning of their
life? What’s their meaning for life itself? For the world? Are they even
matter?</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">People start to
think about life after death. Is heaven a real deal? And if it is, will they
deserve it? And then in order to answer the question, they start to do more
kindness.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Knowing the thing, now,
when things start to seem like falling apart, I imagine myself stand at my
final stage of life. I am weak and very sick. What will I do over the <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">falling</i> if I am sick? Will I keep being
so angry or I’ll forgive? Will I give up or surviving? A wise man once said,
every wheel must be spinning. If you already know the fact, when your wheel is
low, you just need to survive, cause eventually it will spin again.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoBodyText">
<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">So, keep surviving,
folks, even in your hardest time :)</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">-Alice </span></div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-85191764999688918372013-09-11T14:49:00.001+07:002014-02-19T14:23:34.532+07:00<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><i>here </i></b><b><i>i
stand with my silly eyes and empty heart. looking for the best way to ignore
you. not you you, but you in my head.</i></b></span></blockquote>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-45862574296288021192013-09-11T13:58:00.000+07:002013-09-11T14:01:31.908+07:00Kata Perempuan<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<![endif]--><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Aku tak tahu kenapa zaman
sekarang ini orang-orang sering mengasosiasikan perempuan dengan kebendaan,
harta dan lainnya. Perempuan zaman sekarang ngga mau hidup susah dan ngga mau
diajak susah. Sementara sebagai perempuan itu sendiri, dan aku yakin banyak perempuan-perempuan
lain juga merasakan hal yang sama, yang aku butuh cuma laki-laki yang <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">laki-laki</i>. Laki-laki yang berpindah ke
sisi jalan ketika kita akan menyeberang, laki-laki yang ngga pernah merasa
canggung untuk bilang <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">I love you</i>,
laki-laki yang dengan berat hati bilang <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">maaf
ya aku belum bisa beliin barang yang kamu mau</i> waktu kita curhat kalo kita
lagi bokek padahal pingin sesuatu, laki-laki yang <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">willingly</i> merasa bertanggung jawab atas kita. Setidaknya itu yang
aku ingat dari kikin.</span><br />
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Jadi aku rasa salah kalau
perempuan diidentikkan dengan semuanya itu, kita cuma perempuan <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">after all</i>, kita butuh imam, butuh
pelindung, kita butuh pemimpin, kita butuh merasa aman. Kita cuma perempuan dan
kalian cuma laki-laki, kita berbeda tapi membutuhkan hal yang sama. Kita butuh
dicintai dengan tulus seperti kalian juga berharap ada perempuan yang mencintai
kalian dengan tulus tanpa memandang harta dan rupa. Sama kan? Kebutuhan kita
yang beda, cinta yang kita anggap tulus itu yang beda, dan kita harap kalian
mau mengerti, seperti kami juga mau mengerti bahwa kalian butuh banyak waktu <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">for your brotherhood thingy</i> tanpa <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">interruption</i> dari kita. Kita harap
kalian mengerti bahwa kami juga punya kebutuhan, yang mungkin berbeda, dan
ketika kebutuhan itu datang, kami tidak ingin disebut sebagai perempuan yang
banyak mau dan sebagainya. Kita hanya berharap kalian mengerti, seperti kami
juga mengerti.</span></div>
Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-17920313373282241212013-08-29T18:50:00.000+07:002013-08-31T20:27:57.535+07:00ConfessionNow, after more than half of year, i have to admit that i am no longer dating the man whom i usually said as my perfect match. Not that he's no longer my perfect match. But apparently, i am not his perfect match. Too bad it is.. But life it is..<br />
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But, to sum up, i am a survivor, and i survive, or surviving. And, to be underlined, i don't blame anyone. It's just what life gives me. And i take it as <i>journey. </i>Always a journey, my life :). You know what makes me sad the most? Knowing that i'm no longer having a lover who was able to continue my sentence before i even finished it. But it's okay, cause ya we're (and by we i mean me and anyone who feels the same) the type of guy who don't die easily. We are all Bruce Willis in real life.<br />
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The last part of it, i want to share something pretty funny i guess, to get it from the broken-up thingy. This is my broken-hearted-steps, <i>haha, </i>:<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: small;">DAY 1 & 2 | Feel sad and betrayed</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-size: small;">DAY 3 & 4 | Blaming myself</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-size: small;">DAY 5 | Feel angry</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-size: small;">DAY 6 - 20 | Feel messed up</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-size: small;">DAY 21 - 23 | Feel stupid</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-size: small;">DAY 24 - present | Feel better, but keep looking the way to move on</span></b><br />
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Do you feel the same?Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-84073911202522121642013-08-29T17:11:00.000+07:002013-08-29T17:13:24.482+07:00K I T ECurrently, I have new hobby and activity. Developing my brand. Yeayy!! The name is <a href="http://wearkite.blogspot.com/">K I T E</a>. Later, it will sell any fashion items for men and women. Now, I'm starting with bags. Love it love it love it.<br />
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For me, <a href="http://wearkite.blogspot.com/">K I T E</a> is a journey. When I took a walk and see many stores with its brand written big on top of the entrance wall, I always imagine <a href="http://wearkite.blogspot.com/">K I T E</a> will be next to them, somehow, someday. <a href="http://wearkite.blogspot.com/">K I T E</a> is classic and I like classic. Classic could bring its value in a simplest way without hurting eyes by putting too much attributes. So, since it's quite a journey, follow the path, follow <a href="http://wearkite.blogspot.com/">K I T E</a>.<br />
<b>Fly up high and CHEERS!</b><br />
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Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-35196554134523463492013-08-20T20:04:00.000+07:002013-08-29T17:44:01.678+07:00Three Steps to Help You Find PASSIONUdah lama ya gw ga nulis tentang passion. Feels forever! The fact is gw nemuin pemikiran baru tentang passion. Coba deh inget-inget, semua cerita tentang pengejaran akan passion itu patternnya selalu sama. Orang yang suka sama sesuatu, awalnya ada hambatan, but they keep doing it and voala akhirnya mereka bisa kerja di passion mereka and like they have everything in life, happiness, balance and so on. Dan mereka SUKSES. Tapi pernah ga sih kita denger kisah dari seseorang yang pada akhirnya ga berhasil mengejar passionnya? Apakah mereka masih akan menganggap hal tersebut sebagai passion mereka dan mengakui kegagalannya? Ya iyalah Donald Trump bilang bisnis itu passionnya, ya dia Donald Trump, nyong, tapi pasti ada kan Si Budi yang juga punya passion yang sama? Tapi ada dia masih bisa bilang bisnis itu passionnya?<br />
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Jadi apa sih sebenernya passion? Ada ngga sih sebenernya? Kalo ada sih pasti ada sih, karena gimana pun juga kita ga boleh melupakan fact bahwa memang ada orang-orang yang sangat suka menari-dilarang orang tua-keep doing it-dan berhasil menjadi penari. Gw percaya itu ada. Tapi ada satu permasalahan lagi nih, ga semua orang tau apa passionnya. Some people are like born to be this and that. Deddy Cobuzier for example. Dalam salah satu TV shownya, dia cerita kalo dari kecil dia udah suka sama magic, di saat anak-anak lainnya mungkin bermain hal umum yang lain. Lalu ada satu orang yang somehow adalah kenalan keluarganya yang adalah seorang magician. Belajarlah Deddy ke orang ini. Sampe orang tuanya marah ke orang ini karena nilai akademiknya Deddy jadi anjlok. Tapi si orang ini cuma bilang ke orang tuanya Deddy, "ya iyalah nilai dia anjlok, he was born to be a magician, never an academician". Masalahnya, bung, gampang aja orang-orang bilang kerja di passion lo dong biar happy, tapi ga semua orang born that way! <b>Most of us didn't know where to put our step</b>. CURANG kan?! Emang iya. Liat deh poinnya, Deddy ini lahir dengan udah <span style="color: magenta;"><b>punya kesukaan yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu</b></span> dan actually dia <span style="color: magenta;"><b>bisa melakukan sesuatu itu good enough than anybody else</b></span>. Apa namanya kalo bukan curang coba...<br />
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Nah terus yang nyebelin juga adalah, kebanyakan orang-orang sukses itu cuma ngasih tau kalo kita harus kerja di passion kita yang nenek-nenek idiot juga udah tau. Tanpa mereka ngasih tips dalam pencarian passion itu sendiri yang lebih jelas dari sekedar "ketemu banyak orang, lakuin banyak hal baru". Well, i did all that without you telling, man. Nah berangkat dari semua pemikiran itu yang gw yakin ga cuman gw yang ngerasain hal yang sama, gw mau sharing dikit tentang proses penemuan passion kita nih. Gw dapet ini setelah gw cerita-cerita sama salah satu director di kantor gw. Dan gw rasa tips yang dia kasih cukup bisa diaplikasikan secara step by step, ga ngawang dan absurd. So here we go.<br />
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<i>Three steps to be followed in order to help you find your passion:</i><br />
<b><i>1. Find your five top values in life</i></b><br />
<i>As mine are: <span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>flexible, balance, love, money and appearance.</b></span></i><br />
<b><i>2. Find three things that makes you thrilled for the last two months</i></b><br />
<i>Mine are <span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>inspiration</b></span> by Ironman 3 movie, <span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>discovery</b></span> by my last traveling to Santolo Beach and <span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>value-adding</b></span> by my new role as senior associate in my office.</i><br />
<b><i>3. Ask in mind, what could it be? The work that could make you achieve number 1 & 2.</i></b><br />
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As simple as that. GOOD LUCK MATE!Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-72148852208798856172013-08-20T17:05:00.002+07:002013-08-20T17:16:50.096+07:00A JourneySometimes I feel sad, for what has happened in my life. But not regrets. Never regrets. It's just a feeling where I lost some important things in my life, loosing moments, loosing people and the feeling of a realisation where I could never win them back. But life must go on. And i must continue. <b>Continue my journey.</b><br />
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Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-1466096307396580922013-07-31T16:49:00.002+07:002013-08-02T10:10:25.429+07:00Terjebak rasa dalam kata<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<![endif]-->T<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">erjebak aku dalam kata-kata</span><br />
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Terjebak kini pada realita</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Tak bisa lagi ku lari</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Terkunci sudah dalam hati</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Pernah suatu kali satu orang bertanya</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Mengapa paksa cinta buka mata?</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Mengapa tak biarkan ia buta saja?</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Seperti perusahaanku saja</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Sibuk mencari pekerja harta</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Main-main sebelum lanjut usia?</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Buta.</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Sekarang di sinilah aku</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Di penghujung rasa percaya</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Habis aku diperdaya</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Awalnya tak percaya</span></div>
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<span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Cinta.</span></div>
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Alice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1120500946507725725.post-50796638881368565162013-07-30T11:35:00.004+07:002013-08-29T17:43:47.029+07:00Life to Travel<span style="color: #e06666;"><b>Inspiration.</b></span><br />
Inspiration comes in a mysterious way. Sometimes it just pops up inside my head. Sometimes when a deadline comes, I have to think hardly for it. And sometimes it comes from traveling.<br />
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<span style="color: #e06666;"><b>Traveling.</b></span><br />
For me, traveling is the best way to grow up. It taught me many things people couldn't teach. It taught me to talk to people, to understand that nobody is the same and it's normal to adjust. But it also taught me to keep believing in what's right. That even though they're not the same, there's a basic rule of right and wrong.<br />
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Traveling gave me some times to think about myself and figure out who am I, what I want to be and what I want to be remembered. Traveling has helped me to be grown ups. And now, every time I travel, I become aware of any views which can inspire me. A long queue to amusement park, happy faces from another traveler, etc. Traveling has been a part of me. It taught me to make decisions, to lead myself and then let myself to lead others. To always be a better of me.<br />
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<i>Traveling helped me to understand people, including myself. Go out and find yourself!</i><br />
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-July 19, 2013<br />
Science Center, SingaporeAlice Ayuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11207503212450894147noreply@blogger.com0