Thursday, December 13, 2012


Hello, monkeys! Long time no see huh? It’s been a very bery long time for me myself. Missing my blog a lot, missing writing like damn. It’s been a busy season for me at office, but I still got my time to go to beach though, hehe.. I’ve been from Karimun Jawa, a wonderful beach at Central Java. The water is crystal clear. I saw fishes and other beauty in the depth of Karimun’s Ocean. So colorful and pretty. And in the next 6 days, I’ll be at Bali, but for work, sigh.. But it’s okay, at least I could get to enjoy Bali at night or at the very night, meh.. But it’s still okay, compare to what my eyes could only enjoy at Jakarta, which is TRAFFIC!

Recently, I was feeling like the world is pushing me to be not me, like I have to be more this and more that. Especially in my working life. But eventually, me is just me, the one who never gets enough of green and grass, blues and wind-blows. The one who will always stealing time to get some loneliness and peace. The one who will get an empty space to write with a glass of something sweet or bitter. The one who will always enjoy meeting new people, chat, laugh and get to know each other’s mind. The one who will look for a crowd some or many times. The one who will make a way for a beach. And it's like no matter how the world is pushing you, you can only be you. I could pretend sometimes, but no, that's too tiring for me. Well, that's me I guess. As clear as the dark night sky, it's clear but you still can't count the stars easily though. And for what it's worth, I won't change myself I think. I'm in love with her already.

How about you, monk? Isn’t life beautiful there too?