Sunday, January 22, 2012
Cause I want they all know that im with you
And im happy
I want to hold your hand tight and never let you go
Cause I know that you will do the same
This is my blessing which for the rest of my life I would not stop to thank for
You are my blessing
Cause through you I found the best part of me
The best part of my life
This is the time where everything seems so bright
This is the moment when joy and happiness are never stop to come
This is our time
This is our moment
Hold on to each other’s heart
And there we’ll find a smile
A smile that never last
A smile that never lie
And by the name of our God, we will be joyed
I love you everyday
Now about problems.
I wanna talk about some people who feel that theirself have the most and the biggest problems. About some people who feel that theirself are the most miserable person and need to be pitied. Well, actually you do when you feel that way!
I’ve been looking for the answer of “why do they think that way” and maybe I find one. It maybe because they jealous with everybody. They just jealous. It could brings you to so many bad and unwise act. And actually it just makes you looked awful in front of other people.
They jealous this thing, they jealous that thing, that girl looked more famous, taller, or just more likable. That man looked smarter, richer, or just more man. And bla bla bla.. I guess, sometimes, that people even do not notice that they are in the middle of jealousy and voala they act like looser.
Hey, the fact: you are not! You are beautiful, you do beautiful. Don’t waste your time to jealous. Use the time to look in the mirror and find your sparks.
Then I looked deeper for the answer of “why do they jealous” and maybe I find another one. Maybe they do not have something to be proud of theirself. There’s nothing make them feel different as a person. So, that’s why I always told you to find your dream. Or don’t call it a dream, just find your hobby that you will be great at! There you’ll find a value of yourself. There you’ll find your confidence. There you’ll get better in socializing and maybe it will be easier for you to be like. It always should start from yourself, not your surrounding.
I pray for each of you from my place. For your dream. For your happiness and peace. Cheers!
So, this is the very first topic: about blessing.
How blessed are you? I am overwhelmed! Recently, I am being grateful a lot more than I do before. Somehow, I am able to find the bright side of every difficulties came to me. It was not like a denial or something, but it was truly a really good things happened to me behind that difficulties. And the more I looked for that side, the more great things happened. And here I am, full of happiness and peace.
It doesn’t mean that I am free from grumbles. No, I am not. I still complaining sometimes. But everytime I complained, I became more aware to calm down and try to see it from another perspective. And it relieved me. At this moment, I think this is the best time of my life. I find peace. I find happiness. It’s like I don’t wanna grow old, I wanna stay here, being young and fun.
Try it, monk! Try to do everything not so hard. Try to calm and see it another way around. We are young, why so serious? Why so complex? It makes wrinkles all over your face and makes you looked ugly when you’re old. Try to not stressed out easily. There’s always a way if you look for it. And one thing you should believe, that our God is good. He’s never meant to give something bad for us. Only good came from Him eventually.
At last, SMILE everybody. Becos you are the owner of the world. You just need to find your own peace and happiness. Don’t be a follower with no direction, becos you will lost somewhere and then you will fall. Be the owner of your life, of your time, of your mood, be the owner of your world. Rock it!
It’s gonna be my first writing in 2012. Just so you know, there’s always this feeling where after a long time without writing, I somehow became afraid to start it. I don’t know how, but I was afraid that once I begin to write, I realize that I’ve lost the ability. Well, it was weird, but it did happened over and over again.
Monk, recently, I felt pretty proud of myself since I could pass several difficulties regarding my job. It was quite unexplainable. Well, I struggling a lot with excel and ACL if some of you know what ACL is. Do you know how many rows microsoft excel has? Because I know, hell yeah..! But I enjoyed it, I enjoyed every pain of it, every satisfaction, every challenge of it.
After the second paragraph I think I still have it right? The ability? In fact, I like it –writing– a lot. It is one thing I will do for my entire life I guess, no matter I get paid or not, even, it’s okay by me if it only becomes a hobby eventually. I’m so happy and blessed for having something I really like huh? Something that makes me feel valuable as a person.
So, after a long time only humming in mind with no real posting on blog, I have several topics to talk about. How if I just split those into several posts? Stay tune eh, monk!
Oh ya, by the way, I’m hearing to Coldplay right now and I bet you’ve known already that I die to tones called songs or musics. I guess the world does! Do you remember the feeling when you hear a song and suddenly it reminds you of some moments in your life? It happened a lot you know. It was the same feeling while you were using a certain soap with certain aroma and it brings back some memories to you. So, how’s with you? Did the songs bring a good or bad memories? If I may guess, it depends on how are you feeling right now. If you’re happy, even the bad memories can be a good one don't you think? Back to Coldplay, the album titled Mylo Xyloto. I have absolutely no idea what Mylo Xyloto means, still it sounds very cool because it’s Coldplay’s!