Friday, January 21, 2011

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Along way of waiting..

I woke up today
Without any make up on my face
Without you on my side
And without the brightness of the sun in the sky


Lust less...

So I put on the mascara and the glossy lip-balm
I tie my sneakers
And gone to the field


Not only hours -the time that I took, waitin for you

I spent days
Sitting on the fragile chair


Sometimes.., when I got bored
I went to the ocean
Watching the waves
But none of them was as strong as my sickness of waiting


At another times
I just took a few steps to the alley
Avoided the crowd
Settling on the alley stairs when I got tired
Then contemplating my vain of waiting


I loose many times, Honey..
I loose many things
Only for waiting

I want to use my white veil
And meeting you at the beach

Not using my veil
Only for another waiting..

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

!obstetricians!

Hello, everyone.. This new writing is suggested by Miranti -thankss, Dear.

This evening I went to the hospital, to the obstetricians exactly, for some reasons -but not pregnancy for sure! That was like a place where I shouldn't be -on my age.. All of the seats outside the examination room was covered by the spouses, where the wives were bloated (pregnant)!

The worse part happened when one of the lady seated left beside me asking just like this: "Where is the husband, Mbak (term for calling a woman in Javanese)?" Although that wasn't the worst! The worst was when the old lady seated right beside me asking me this: "Newly pregnant, huh? How many months to go, Mbak?"

Damn you, obstetricians' patients!!

Ciao..