PEOPLE, WORLD AND WAR

I have to admit, sometimes i feel like i've been trapped between this age, this body and this disturbing mind. I am 23 now and currently in office i've been friends with boys and girl older than me. I don't know why, but these boys and girl who are finally i can get along with. And maybe two or three of them said that i'm an old girl. My brain sounds older than just twenty-three.

I don't know why, but i feel like it's kinda true. I start to realise that most of the times, when people start to bugging around, complaining about their life, their jobs, their everything, when other people might just have nothing, i just tired. And i start to shut myself from them. Well, you all need to start to realise that we make our l i f e. We make our life and we make it like this, and so if we don't like it, we can just change it instead of complaining over and over again. Some people just stop at "i don't like it" and do not continue to the "changing it to be like that" part. So who should i blame? The world? Oh no. I should blame you. And without doubt or guilty feeling, i will blame you.

Cause everybody has problem and sometimes it is much much bigger than yours and they make it. They live a happy life. And you? Well, if they can, you can. That's always be the basic principal in life, isn't it? And please don't turn yourself into a hater. I'm just sick of it. Whenever you feel like you're about to make unnecessary comment about somebody else, ask yourself, can you do what they do?

So, to sum up, life is a war. Everyday, it is a war. It is a war with yourself and time is ticking. Cause time ain't gonna stop whether you like your life or you're not. So make your time valuable. Use it to enjoy your life, and still if you don't, use it to change your life to become one.

XoXo,
Alice.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED HOME

Dear Indonesia,

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. Thank you for providing me the foods, the clothes, also the house. Thank you for taking care of my families and friends. I deeply sorry for being a participant in littering your land. Hanging there with all of your braveness, power and spirit, and your wealth and gold! I’m on my way to reach you, let’s go to the top of the world together.

GROW A DAY OLDER

At some points

You will realize

Life is not that easy

Life is not as simple as picking a pen when you were a student

Life is not as happy as you were a kid

Smiling and playing hide and seek

Sleeping and got mummy’s kisses when you’re sick

As you grow up

You will know

Life is not always on your side

Sometimes it against you so much

Sometimes it hurts you a lot

Grow a day older

And you’ll see

How this world works

How this universe can be

Grow a day older

And you’ll feel

How this fairness fear you

How it feels when you open your eyes

And there’s nobody

Even people that you think will always be there

Suddenly they’re far away

They’re with their own things, thinks, and life

And you have to be ready, once more

For that suddenness

For there’s no a shoulder left to cry on

Time by time

The day’s still growing older

At more points

You will find

A new point of view

A new of you

With your laugh and your sweetest smile

The world’s still working with its own fucking way

But you’ll have had your own words for world

Still with your laugh and your sweetest smile

The universe is still the same

And the day’s still growing older