Life.
Hi, it's not the first time i talked about life. Life with its craziness and kindness. Life that happened to me beautifully. But just right now, i am scared of life. And it's not only me apparently. It's surprising that life is scary too for some strong people i know.

Linked to dreams, life becomes scarier. It becomes harder to define whether what we are doing right now is a journey to achieve our dreams that sometimes made us doing something way different with the common one or it's just a denial and a waste of time. But, who knows? Nobody.

And i thought then that life is scary, but so do roller coaster and we could still enjoy it anyway. Life is scary, so do horror movie but many people still watch it anyway. Life is scary but life is life, it's surprising and exciting. Enjoy every sip of it, every up and each down of it. Maybe life wont promise you all that you wanted, but it's worth to try. Just like riding the coaster, there's no guarantee you'll finish it safely but there's no silence from Disneyland.

p.s: meeting you is like Adele making a song. at first, i never thought it would be this wonderful. so lets be scared together, 'cause no matter what, i'll stay.

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Popsicles. Miracles.

Miracles happened everyday, because i want to think it that way. While i think everything is fine but apparently not, somehow everything got fine by itself. Some of us might think that we are too old for miracles. Miracles happened to children with its purity and believe about santa and fairytales. Miracles happened to a child with a broken heart but then laugh after their cotton candies and lollipops. But adults dont have miracles. Adults deal with complex and complicated things. We deal with credit cards bill, deadline and desperate love. We might think that way. But as Albert Einstein said, There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle, so you decide one.

I dont talk about religion or God, i just talk about miracles. Havent you experienced it? It doesnt has to be a near to death experience until you call it a miracle. Just a daily experience? No? Well, a lot happened to me. There was this task i forgot to do then i started to curse myself because my senior will actually disappoint in me, but when the next day came that task was no need to be performed anymore caused by certain reasons. I count it as miracle.

If you dont believe in it or just dont wanna think yours as a miracle, what should i called the fall-from-10,000-meters-height-but-save incident as? Make a time.....make a time to look one of your miracle :)

Just right from here,
AliceAyu
-because miracle happened and dreams do come true-

wear a smile

Falling for someone is the strangest, yet the most beautiful feelings in the world. When you are not so sure about where life will lead your steps, but it's also too wonderful for you to care, so you just step ahead every morning, see what life brings you today. And then life shows you this person. When just the sight of him could brings butterflies near to you. And a piece of his voice could gives you warmth running through your heart. Sometimes, life will allow you to always seeing this person you fell into, but sometimes it doesn't. But it's okay. So do okay if you're about to cry and angry about it. But then you will see another person again and those butterflies will come flying back to you. So, just enjoy it. Live it. Live your life. Because everything is okay. Everything is just perfect.

-AliceAyu

same jokes around the table

Hello, monkeys!

Recently, i just know that not all couple talking about me-and-K's-things. The knowing was accidentaly happened while i was having a conversation with my colleagues about marriage. Actually we simply just listened to one of us who's already married talking about this marriage thing. Then it came up with me saying that if it's not because i'm living in Indonesia, i must will consider about living together with whoever my future husband will be which probably K and probably not. They asked me why and blah blah blah... At the end, i said that it was sort of thing i usually talked about with my boyfriend. And then they said "what? what a heavy conversation you have with him". It made me think that well me and K are such a lucky person dont you think? We just found each other to talk about something we are interested into. I told K about it, and it made us think then what kind of conversation we had back then with our last boyfriend/girlfriend? Maybe that's why those didn't work..

So, what i want to underlined here is, dont be afraid to look for someone who has the same interest with you. Interest in chat, interest in jokes, even interest in movies and songs. I can tell you that that someone is real, existed, out there. I believe you can find them if you are looking for them, unless you have already missed it.

And what i can assure you is that whenever you find that person, you find your happines, for a lifetime.

Cheers!
Happy Friday the 13th, monks!
@AliceAyu