Do you love music? I die to it! Do you realize that there are so many things on earth that are too beautiful to can be expressed by words? I can mention ten of them in a second: beach, music, painting, lyric, garden, building, poetry, movie-video, handmade shawl, picture, etc. Well, somehow when i listened to a very good music i felt kinda blessed, so also when i go to the beach which i missed very much.
See, lately i've been thinking about this long distance relationship that i must through. It really is not my type, well i am, since i don't believe in whatsoever called love -i think so do my parents. What until now i believe is a thing called intensity. I can easily love you if i meet you everyday (assuming you are NOT dumb, unrealistic, very not funny, don't like music or books or movie and theater, and know nothing about history). Since being kikin's girlfriend is also one of many things that makes me feel blessed, i am so afraid if i won't love him anymore because of this LDR thing. I know, many people called me crazy or greedy by having this feeling. I am so afraid of loosing him because of me myself doesn't love him anymore, weird? Yes, it is.
Friday, July 8, 2011
against the giant wall
Hello again :D
Well, what topic do you want to talk about? Hmm, how about a job or career? Deal? Okay, deal.
Do you remember when we were younger, lets say when we were in kindergarten, our teachers and families will ask to us quite often about what is our ideal or aspiration. Most of us will answer, "a policeman, a fireman, or an astronaut, doctor, or maybe a president". And where are we now after college? Most of us will choose to be at office building instead of at the street as the policeman or at the sky as an astronaut. And why is that? Well, money talks eventually.
We can't admit that if we plan to have a family, we should collect money as many of them after college. But sometimes our dream job isn't something that can be the tools of producing the large amounts of money. So usually we forget our dream when we were a kid for a moment, to reach the wealth. The thing gets wrong when we give up the dream at all because we actually can be rich from our job at this moment. Why do we need to take a risk to turn around and back to our dream job? That can be a very tough decision to make and most of us will choose the opportunity to always be rich i guess.
That's the process i usually see and i do afraid if i become one of those people. So, how to fix it? How to help our next generation so they don't need to face the "choosing" moment and to finally give their dream up?
First of all, why does this thing become very important to me? Because until now, from what i see, there's no one can argue how well a person can work when he uses not only his mind but also his heart. And it's called passion. A man said to me -a man that i always adore, money should only be the consequences, the main dish is always the work itself and how happy you are when you do that work. What you should think about is how to make the work you do and the work which makes you happy can produce golds, so then it also can make your family happy!
So, don't be average, be extraordinary in things you like. Don't be afraid to dream, cause money will only be the consequences. And if you are good, the consequences must be a lot of money right?
One thing that i questioned about, why does the question about what we want to become after being an adult -which always been asked at kindergarten- was stopped only at primary school? Why they don't ask anymore when we were at junior and senior high school? Until boom they ask us to make a quick decision and decide what subject we want to get for college. And maybe that is why there are billions of people end up in economic faculty.
Well, what topic do you want to talk about? Hmm, how about a job or career? Deal? Okay, deal.
Do you remember when we were younger, lets say when we were in kindergarten, our teachers and families will ask to us quite often about what is our ideal or aspiration. Most of us will answer, "a policeman, a fireman, or an astronaut, doctor, or maybe a president". And where are we now after college? Most of us will choose to be at office building instead of at the street as the policeman or at the sky as an astronaut. And why is that? Well, money talks eventually.
We can't admit that if we plan to have a family, we should collect money as many of them after college. But sometimes our dream job isn't something that can be the tools of producing the large amounts of money. So usually we forget our dream when we were a kid for a moment, to reach the wealth. The thing gets wrong when we give up the dream at all because we actually can be rich from our job at this moment. Why do we need to take a risk to turn around and back to our dream job? That can be a very tough decision to make and most of us will choose the opportunity to always be rich i guess.
That's the process i usually see and i do afraid if i become one of those people. So, how to fix it? How to help our next generation so they don't need to face the "choosing" moment and to finally give their dream up?
First of all, why does this thing become very important to me? Because until now, from what i see, there's no one can argue how well a person can work when he uses not only his mind but also his heart. And it's called passion. A man said to me -a man that i always adore, money should only be the consequences, the main dish is always the work itself and how happy you are when you do that work. What you should think about is how to make the work you do and the work which makes you happy can produce golds, so then it also can make your family happy!
So, don't be average, be extraordinary in things you like. Don't be afraid to dream, cause money will only be the consequences. And if you are good, the consequences must be a lot of money right?
One thing that i questioned about, why does the question about what we want to become after being an adult -which always been asked at kindergarten- was stopped only at primary school? Why they don't ask anymore when we were at junior and senior high school? Until boom they ask us to make a quick decision and decide what subject we want to get for college. And maybe that is why there are billions of people end up in economic faculty.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Exploding!
Please blame me for not updating the blog for the whole month. Yaps, so many things happened. The very first thing is that i've been through my thesis defense and i've graduated now! Yeay! My graduation will be held on this latest of month and i'll put on a chocolate-gold kebaya as my graduation costume :D
The bad news is that i'd leave bandung already, yes it is sad. My bestfriends are there, my boyfriend's there, and the memories are always be there. But, lets skip this crybaby part, hate it!
Mmm, let me share a couple of picts i captured from my anniversary dinner with kikin. It was our very first year anniversary we spent at a cozy place, named Vanilla. It's a cafe with a yummy food and beers.
And this is some pictures i captured hopefully not for the last time with my bestfriends! They are, Yosef Sianipar, David Jonathan Susanto, Angga Darmawan, and Erick de Putra.
The bad news is that i'd leave bandung already, yes it is sad. My bestfriends are there, my boyfriend's there, and the memories are always be there. But, lets skip this crybaby part, hate it!
Mmm, let me share a couple of picts i captured from my anniversary dinner with kikin. It was our very first year anniversary we spent at a cozy place, named Vanilla. It's a cafe with a yummy food and beers.
And this is some pictures i captured hopefully not for the last time with my bestfriends! They are, Yosef Sianipar, David Jonathan Susanto, Angga Darmawan, and Erick de Putra.
Monday, May 30, 2011
hate the fact already!
Hi, i really wish you all a healthy life.
Last night, i have this supper with my boyfriend and that was when this conversation happened. He asked me about when i will start to move out my things from bandung to jakarta. I don't know, i've got to say. Why, he continued. Because it's just feel so sad to just think about it.
So, we went to our respective home.
I opened my room door, then my bathroom door, and there it was, a red beautiful rose my boyfriend gave me last wednesday. But it wasn't red anymore. I don't know why, but its kinda sad at that time, seeing the rose wilted.
The flowers, the music box, NUCKA, the brown book, it must be hard to see them all while he and i have to go through long distance period. Hate it already!
Last night, i have this supper with my boyfriend and that was when this conversation happened. He asked me about when i will start to move out my things from bandung to jakarta. I don't know, i've got to say. Why, he continued. Because it's just feel so sad to just think about it.
So, we went to our respective home.
I opened my room door, then my bathroom door, and there it was, a red beautiful rose my boyfriend gave me last wednesday. But it wasn't red anymore. I don't know why, but its kinda sad at that time, seeing the rose wilted.
The flowers, the music box, NUCKA, the brown book, it must be hard to see them all while he and i have to go through long distance period. Hate it already!
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